Statements To Evaluate

So after a work review gone very wrong, I am left with questions about myself, my motivations, my goals, my desires.

Some of the ones that are most pressing questions on my mind and statements that I find myself repeating are:

Why bother?
I'm never going to be unique enough to do anything great.
Its too hard.
You quit too quickly.
What do I believe in?
What do I want enough that I'm willing to work for?
I can't do it.
It's just boring.
I'm not getting any kind of reward out of it.
It's just not worth it.
Is there anything worth it?
What am I passionate about?
Am I passionate about anything?
Am I content with just floating through life on the waves of the sea?
Or is there some place that I want to go?

What do I want?

These thoughts and these statements need to be evaluated. Where did they come from? Why do I struggle with them? How can I change them to  lead the most productive and valuable life possible for myself?

Have I really become a self centered, lazy person expecting the world to do for me and provide for me?

If I have, I find that disgusting and it needs to change. I need to be more than that. I need to find my passions and desires and pursue them. I need to live my life.