I am bored. And I am boring. Being bored is a choice. How do I choose differently? Here I am saying I'm bored as my husband is feeling the burden of too much on his plate. What is wrong with me? Why aren't I doing more. It's not like there's nothing to do around the house. My house has plenty that can be done. I'm not bored, I feel like I'm missing out. I need more socialization. I need more connection with other people. more meaningful connection. I need more meaning in my life.
I love being mom. But I am so much more than mom. What exactly that means I don't really know for sure, but I know I need to figure that out before I lose it.
I need to get out more. I would really like to do things during the day because of my husband's schedule. It would really maximize my use of time. Get out during the day and still have time with the hubby at night. I don't know of anything going on during the day regularly. Maybe I should organize something. Would anyone come to something that I organize? I don't really have the strong network of people to invite. That's the whole point is to get to know people better and develop that network. Seems like a catch 22.
I must find a way. I must find time for socializing and getting out of the house and finding who I really am. I must find time for the things that I really need.
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